Sigh...

Welp, I've got my audition at UVic tomorrow, and I hope I don't collapse into a pile of nervous blubbering....stuff.

I think I'll do OK. I know the songs (mostly), and I know when and where. I've sent in all of the documents and sheet music they've asked for. So really, if I don't make it this time, I'm worthless and should look into another line of work. ;-) Well, put more simply, I won't have anyone to blame for this monumental day but myself. I just hope I don't have to blame anyone or anything.

I've been practicing my but off all week, and I'm still having some difficulties. The words to one song don't want to stay in order, and I can't seem to get the hang of an entrance into the other. The other's are pretty much fine. So if the adjudicators just ask for two of my other songs, then I should be fine. Isn't that great? They ask me to prepare six pieces, preferably in different languages, and also contrasting to one another...And they're only going to listen to two of them. I don't even get to pick the ones I sing for them, so I may just sound horrid if they pick two that don't happen to be my strongest.

I don't even know what I'm going to wear!!

WWWAAAAAARRRRRGGGGG!!!!!#$%