Wednesday, April 21, 2004

What the Hell is it with My Summers??

Why is it, every time the summer comes, crappy stuff happens to me?

Maybe I shouldn't say "crappy"...More like everything changes on me. And most of it has occurred since I finished High School. The first time it happened, I found out my best friend was gay (Bi?). That was the first time anyone I'd known had told me something like that. It took some adjusting to, and then I was fine. That same summer, Linda moved to Victoria, and most of my other friends moved to various places around the world.

After my first year at Malaspina, my boyfriend dumped me, and I spent the summer feeling very alone. I know that getting dumped isn't exactly life changing, but my point is, is that if something happens to me, it usually happens at the end of the school year.

Year after that, I moved to Victoria. I moved in with Linda, and I spent the summer working, and then finding out that I wasn't accepted to UVic. Linda spent most of her time in Nanaimo that summer, so I spent another summer feeling very alone, cuz I didn't know many people in Victoria. All I did was work. And also, Jim got married that summer.

Last year, Linda moved out, and I didn't talk to her all summer. In fact no one really talked to me at all...Except for Dan, but I was living with him. Everyone else was too busy. I spent yet another summer working at my semi-crappy job, and then came home....That was about it.

This year, the landlord is selling the house Dan and I are living in, and I'm not entirely sure what that means to us yet. But I know that he's coming with a realtor tomorrow to take pictures. Dan and I have spent most of today cleaning the house. What fun!

The summer's just gotten started, and I haven't gotten my test results back from the doctor yet. Hopefully, it won't be too bad....

Just watch....I'll probably end up with Cancer. ;-)

PS~ Sorry about the negative blog....just needed to complain about something, and this is the worst that I've got at the moment.

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