Whoa...

I know I kinda went off the other day. It's been an unfortunate week for me. My boss moved everyone's schedule around again, so now I have to work Fridays, which is a huge pain in the ass. Sometimes I wonder if he knows what he's doing. I mean half the time (based on the stuff he tells me) he just sounds like he's flailing around trying to figure out what to do with everything.

I mean, just this week, I've had to deal with keys going missing (one of which was the washroom key, which is an emergency when I'm not allowed to leave the premises), I've had to call the police about a pathetically small baggie of pot someone found outside, and I've had my boss flip out on me because some guy shorted us a friggin' cookie.

Sometimes I think this job is fine, but lately I've been feeling rather unfullfilled in life. Nothing seems to want to work for me, school-wise and it's becoming depressing. Job-wise, I have no useful skills at the moment to get me anything better than working in retail (which I despise). I'm working on that course for Genreal Insurance, but even that feels like pulling teeth sometimes.

So you'll have to excuse me if my only scapegoat is some crazy religious man telling me that Jesus will solve all my problems. Clearly that hasn't happened yet, so I'm in some doubt on that particular subject. You know, I used to be semi-religious too, but, just like Santa Claus, I figured out that most of the good things I recieve actually come from my family and friends...Not some magical man with a long white beard in Coca-Cola garb (yay for American corporationism).